40 Followers?
Wow, I am totally shocked by that number.
Attention: This is not directly weight loss related.
I would say that I am a bit of a party girl. I drink a fair amount, and when I live on campus I get it poppin on the weekends. But honestly I have never really kissed anyone, or anything else drunk. So last night was the first time, and I realized I really need to get something together. I stopped kissing the guy because I convinced myself that he didn’t want to kiss me. Um what? He was the one who made a move. Jeez. Sometimes I think that I have somewhat decent self confidence, but things like this prove that I am a huge mess on the inside. I know this isn’t really a big deal, but I pushed someone away for no reason at all. Maybe I always do that, maybe its not just my weight to blame for never having a boyfriend. Maybe I have been sabotaging myself all along. Heady stuff my friends come out after a night of drinking. Which by the way I feel like total shit. Cheers.
Just me updating my weight lose goals. Essentially I am aiming for my inside to match my outside. I want to not be the fat best friend anymore, I want to be the leading lady! :DAs a side note I am a total Tumblr creep. I like to follow a lot of people and read about their weight loss journey. So sorry in advance.
Starting Weight: 310.3 (Ouch)
Week 1: 307.3
Week 2: 306.3
Week 3: 304.5
Week 4: 305.0
*insert super long break
Week 5: 303.1
Total Loss: 7.2 lbs
Short Term Goal: Be under 300 by June
Long Term Goal: 180
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Not weight related: I am a liberal language enthusiast, who loves horror movies, terrible tv, and partying. Other loves include bubble gum pop, and being sarcastic.
